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you_cant_catch_me_hereWell, a miracle occurred. Aside from Sherlock coming back I mean.
Today, for the first time in a long time, I managed to go into social situations without any trace of anxiety.
It's not like it was a big thing, just having to go to the shops to pick up lunch for my family but it's such a small place, my anxiety usually kicks in. And this time it didn't. I don't know why or how but I felt okay. Better than that. I think I almost felt good. Not quite but nearly. Or maybe I did. Apparently I walked home with a stupid grin on my face as my sister was quick to comment (she even ran to open the door just to say I looked happy and ask why).
And now that it's happened once, it can happen again. And that's good.
So, what else is new? I'm going to have to talk about Sherlock, it's inevitable. Going on tumblr this morning wasn't really great. I don't really ship Sherlock with anyone and the Empty Hearse was basically a giant fanfic. Don't get me wrong, there are times when I look at Sherlock and John or whichever characters and think "oh, just kiss already". But I don't ship anyone with him and that made it slightly difficult for me to go through my dashboard and have 80% of the posts being Sherlock kissing Molly in Anderson's theory or nearly kissing Jim in the girl's idea (which Anderson was quite right in saying was ridiculous). But then I watched it again.
I still don't think that Sherlolly should be a thing and the entire scenario makes me slightly uncomfortable (though that's probably just because I'm looking at all the reasons Anderson's theory is clearly wrong). And Sheriarty was just no. But I'm much more okay with having to see the same scenes on my dash every few seconds.
I could probably talk for hours about that episode but it doesn't feel right. I don't know why but I don't need to write this huge interpretation of the episode.
But, I've lost track of time (this is what happens when you have to go and eat) and I'll have to stop now. Til next time.
Today, for the first time in a long time, I managed to go into social situations without any trace of anxiety.
It's not like it was a big thing, just having to go to the shops to pick up lunch for my family but it's such a small place, my anxiety usually kicks in. And this time it didn't. I don't know why or how but I felt okay. Better than that. I think I almost felt good. Not quite but nearly. Or maybe I did. Apparently I walked home with a stupid grin on my face as my sister was quick to comment (she even ran to open the door just to say I looked happy and ask why).
And now that it's happened once, it can happen again. And that's good.
So, what else is new? I'm going to have to talk about Sherlock, it's inevitable. Going on tumblr this morning wasn't really great. I don't really ship Sherlock with anyone and the Empty Hearse was basically a giant fanfic. Don't get me wrong, there are times when I look at Sherlock and John or whichever characters and think "oh, just kiss already". But I don't ship anyone with him and that made it slightly difficult for me to go through my dashboard and have 80% of the posts being Sherlock kissing Molly in Anderson's theory or nearly kissing Jim in the girl's idea (which Anderson was quite right in saying was ridiculous). But then I watched it again.
I still don't think that Sherlolly should be a thing and the entire scenario makes me slightly uncomfortable (though that's probably just because I'm looking at all the reasons Anderson's theory is clearly wrong). And Sheriarty was just no. But I'm much more okay with having to see the same scenes on my dash every few seconds.
I could probably talk for hours about that episode but it doesn't feel right. I don't know why but I don't need to write this huge interpretation of the episode.
But, I've lost track of time (this is what happens when you have to go and eat) and I'll have to stop now. Til next time.
